morning.

i look at him before i get up. smile. always. look at the alarm clock again. red numbers. should i stay five more minutes? i do. comfort. white. sun. windows. comforter. white. red numbers. have to go. shower. water. words. smile. preparation. strength. orange juice. breakfast. coffee. dress. eyes. mirrors. trees. manhattan view. water. perfume. protection. cold. warm. walk. train. gates. water. coffee. words. smile. think. preparation. protection. radar. lisbon. news. new york. times. music. work. more music. more words. smile. silence. love.